Sunday, July 13, 2008'♥
                               PEOPLE .
whoever who bothers to read my blog .
i'm running away from home , far from this place forever . i'm really sorry to disappoint those people who had high expectations for me nds really had good welfare for me at heart . i really can't go through all these insults at home . imagine being called a "beast" nds "pig" . it may be like really easy for you guys . maybe you guys will brush off all these remarks as , "it's just some comments , take it easy . they don't mean it. " but to me it's something really major . i miss those times where i'm more carefree , i hate being tied down . sometimes i do reflect , really , if hadn't do all these things at first , would my life nds path be different now . 
would it ? but it's all too late too be remorseful now . they did took place , nds i can't face th consequences . call me a coward , i don't care . cause i really can't take it anymore . i'm already broken into pieces , my heart's torn apart . i really don't need anymore remarks claiming that i'm stupid . i really want to start afresh . but who would give me that chance . i've had enough . really . so , it's all i've got to say . i'm starting again on my own  nds all those who supports my decision . i know it's ridiculous to ask you guys to support such a foolish choice of mine , but i really hope to have all you guys by side , nds that's what i want . that's all . maybe i'm just being stupid , being naive . but it's all i ever want , freedom . i know everybody yearn for that , not only me . but i'm fighting for it . fighting really hard for mine this time . maybe it's th wrong way to get my freedom , but i chose it . nds i'm walking this road withs people that loves me , vice versa , i love them toos .
don't call me people , anything sms . i promise , I WILL REPLY . nds once i get a stable environment to live in , i will meet up withs you people one by one again .
                                 boy , i love you .   12:17 AM