EILEEN TAN LAY HONG .
You fucking bitch . I've had enough of you . Yes , so what if you're my mother . But do you deserve to be called my mother ?! No you don't . You never ever appreciated what I've done . Even when I do something right or remarkably well , you never acknowledged it . I'm sick and tired of it . Fine , if you're forcing me to go in there , I tell you what . I'll runaway . Runaway from you , from th family , from every single things I had connection in th past . I don't need sympathy . I can start afresh on my own . You never treated me as your daughter , I'm just a nobody in your eyes . You think what ? I'm a machine ? A robot ? Someone of intelligence 3000 ?! Your expectation for me is way too high , I can't accomplish them . CANNOT . Do you get it now bitch ? Just fuck off from my life . If you weren't my mother , how wonderful it would have been . Best of all , you never gave birth to me . Won't it be better ? I won't be out doing all these hurtful things . Most importantly , I wouldn't have been hurt by you and every body else . I'm weak bitches , if you are out to hurt me . You've succeeded . Prolly , I'll just go to those cool high rise buildings , enjoy th scenery , and *pomp* . Lay flat down , bloody nose broken bones . That's th coolest thing of all . I rather be dead then be living here in this freaking horrible place . It's not one of th place I enjoy . It's th worse place on earth . I hate it . I HATE THIS PLACE . I HATE TH PEOPLE AROUND ME . I HATE MY LIFE . I HATE MYSELF . Yes people , I am disgusted by myself . Why do I have to be earth to create so much trouble for others ? If I haven't been living , wouldn't it be so much better . I should probably just go commit suicide and die . At least I don't have to face th consequences tomorrow . Freaking hell . I DO NOT WANT TO BE IN THAT FUCKING HELL LOT PLACE . It's th worse place on earth , other than my house of course . Th people in my house are horrendous .

Mother ? Fucked up cheebye BITCH . Who doesn't really bother how I feel , ands NEVER makes any effort to understand me .
Grandpa ? A bastard who vent his anger out on me everytime he is drunk . GOSH FUCK HIM . Do you think I'm your dog ?! To be whacked by you , scolded by you .
Grandma ? Prolly th best person I have in th house . But she's just another fucked up bitch who looks down on me .
Aunty ? High expectations . Never ending preaching . Eyes on top of her head . Not th person that I want to be associated with .


I'm seriously unhappy with my life . Why do I have to be th one suffering all their unhappiness ? Why why why why WHY ?! Th more you guys force me , th nastier it will become . So watch out bitches . Th next time I'm on th loose , it will be game over for you guys .

It doesnt matter what you say or do ;
Because I love you
(And I know you love me too)
Love me , kiss me ;
and hold me in your arms .
Let me know you're crazy over me ,
And I'm Crazy over you ;
Cause you are the only one ,
To make my life complete .

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RUNAWAY SUCCESSFULLY TILL 21 YEARS OLD .
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Lip/Tongue/Belly Piercing .
Finish Probation .
Couple`Rings With AhKai`Boyy .
Rings With AhVin`Kor .
Shades .
1st 2nd Month With Ryan`di .
6th 7th Month With AhVin`Kor .
12th 13th Month With AhKai`Boy .

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