HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY , VIN`KOR ! :D
310108 .

That's about it , yeah ? Life is really horrible , full of ups nds downs . My admission into BSS is being doubted right now . Seriously , th principal posted a question to me . " What is th goal in your life ? " No doubts , I was stunned . It just hit me hard in th face that I realized , I don't really have a goal at all . At that point , everything was over . I thought . Apparently , he wants to give me a chance . He wants me to right a " report " on to convincing him to accepting me into BSS . Still working hard on it right here .

TAGS REPLIED IN NEXT POST , TONIGHT (:

Short Post .

Just to crap some stuff . Congratulations to myself :D I am officially accepted by Beatty Secondary School , nds i'm most likely going to th best class cum triple science class . What th hell . I have to take up more subjects than before .

Likely to take up :

1. Chemistry , Biology plus Physics .
2. Higher Chinese ( after school lessons , damn ! )
3. Mathematics .
4. Additional Mathematics .
5. Geography combined withs Social Studies .
6. Literature .
7. English .

I'm so dead , th principal even have a expectation for me . To top th whole level for th End Of Year ( Includes Express , Normal Academic nds Normal Technical ) . What th hell , i've already missed out so much nds he still expects me to top . But oh wells , at least in express stream . Something to be glad about . Buhbye special stream . TOP EOYs , my new target . Means I have to mug like mad . Buddies , help me out ? Plus , th principal suggest nds wants me to join back NCC . So my ex-platoonys , see you guys in courses yeah ?

MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG !


HAPPY ONE MONTH WITHS RYAN`DI :D
280608 .

Lazy to reply tags , paiseh .

yesterday was kinda coolios . didn't sleep at all , left house around six to meet junhao awhile . he got me greentea as refreshment , hahas . walked me to th bus stop nds left only after i got on a bus . got to ahvin`korkor house withs jiahao`kor messaging me nds on th phone withs ahkai`baby . got there , got shocked when i saw ryan`di sleeping withs kor lugging him . wtf ? lols . gay . thens went to have breakfast withs two of them plus evon`marmiie . jiahao`kor said he's gonna meet me at th market to have breakfast too . so five of us had breakfast together . jiahao`kor treated us to drinks , thanks . went back to kor house then don't know do what . after that went to my papa house to take money . also bought new contacts , a pair of permanent misty`gray contacts nds one temporarily ones . also gray colored . lols . i'm addicted to gray now <3 . hahas .

after that , dad got chauffeur to send ahvin`kor , ryan`di nds me to cathay to meet june`jiie nds jiahao`kor . slacked around , june`jiie nds jiahor`kor had lunched . after that we went to meet ahkai`baby . bought tickets to X Files movie . not a bad movie , was thoroughly sickening when th dislocated arm shown up . gross . after that walked around with ahvin`kor , ryan`di nds ahkai`baby . jiahao`kor nds june`jiie left for bugis to spend some quality time together . cabbed to boonkeng nds treated them macs . damn i'm broke . met up withs them afterwards at boonkeng caused i messaged jiiejiie say want th tickets . which korkor lie to me say throw away . hahas . in th end , jiahao`kor nds june`jiie walked me to bus stop to take bus . on my way home had vinvin to peii me talk on phone , thank yous ! :D

pangseh-ed momo`di today . sorrys , woke up late(x


maybe it was wrong from th start , what have i done to myself ? so much that i cannot even recognize myself anymore . i feel like a devil in disguise , i'm ugly . from deep down i am . th facade that's setting upon me , it too strong to overcome . th urge to commit crime , th urge to be nasty . i don't want to be like this , i want to be a normal girl next door . i don't need all those glam , popularity . i don't , really . yet , i feel th devil in me is waiting to be unleashed . just yet .



VINx3: zhu zhu u angry ah? don angry le la T_T i nvr disiao u...dui bu qi la...don angry le la...
i never angry , don't worries . (:
♥`i'm Lyn.: hahas the eugene lors , you asked about him on my blog whats . [:
ohs . i see .
tng: hi. didnt see you today. Were you there? sorry if i missed you. was busy acting as tour guide
nahs , i didn't turn up . i'm sorry . next time probably ?
♥`i'm Lyn.: hahas omg you're using "sadded" too. we're so cool.
omg , you're using it too ? hahas . great minds think unlike yo .
ryan'di: yo.....i make my blog liaon of cuz is wit kor's help
lols . i see . hahas . it's plain ...

Here to reply tags , only .
Don't feel like posting .

kaiLin: qirl, i forgot when you starting school again lers. hah why you same as me. i dont feel like audi-ing toos. sigh saw your tag, replied.ILOVE BABY TOO !
i have no idea when i'm starting school . hahas , loveloves !
YENHUA: HELLO TO YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
hellos to yous too :D
VINx3: oink oink ^^ lalala~ u kw me marx?
oiink :D yahs , know luhs .
VINx3: ee...oinkoink nvr reply tag...roar~
got reply lers ! dooh :D
VINx3: oink oink like paly sand lehs ~lalala~ make sand castle ok >< lolx
yous make i destroy :D i destroyer xD
wookk: Oh? u started linking ppl alrd? right...can link me? chemis3freak.blogspot.com
hahas , i'll link soon okays ?
DOUDOU: zhuzhu x33 : D , outing soon. i missyou : D
douuuuu ! missed too , yupyups . meet up soon .
DOUDOU: [vin] stop disiao her hor. 1
hahas ><

GOD`DAMMIT .
I'm bored .
Bored to tears .

Don't feel like audition-ing . I just wanna go crazyyyyyyy , insanity ♥ . Left 4 sticks of NextChill . Sadd-ed . People , talk to me ! :D


--UNO-YUANx3: hellos tag D lovessss x3333
hellos ! loves :D
zomq , LYN ;: HAHA . where got chio . i attract all the WRONG PPL . sadded bodoh .
awww ; don't worry , Mr.Right wills appear someday :D
KORKOR: hahas u nort hongdter lahs u tiongxim kay...:DDD
hurhur . suaning me uhhs !
zomq , LYN ;: haha friend . [: he damn joker sia . hoho , iie lurbbzx uue .
aii lurbex euux tuu :D wakakakas , who's damn joker ?
kaiLin: qirl what happen to you. now your turn sucidal ler ahs. i thought it was always me. anyways i really hope i can see you soon you know . im dying/dead.
hahas . same , must meet yous soon yo ! loveyous baby .
Ribeni: lolx...roar...oink oink hao =) lalala~ y ur tags words so blur de ==
ehhhhhh ? who are yous . iALVIN or something ? now better lers rights ?

VIOLET IS SICK .
VIOLET IS FEELING SAD .
VIOLET IS EMOING .
VIOLET IS NUTS .
VIOLET IS FEELING INSANE .
VIOLET IS FEELING SUICIDAL .
VIOLET IS NOBODY .

found out a couple of things today . it really hurts . love , kisses , hugs , misses . all this takes place when you are attached . but do you do it like you really mean it ? do you say iloveyou to someone from th bottom of your heart ? i'm doubting all those things about love , they are just lies . sweet talking , that's what guys are professional at . girls , foolish naive creatures who believes in those sweet talking . boys , complicated creatures who plot against girls to deprive nds takes away what girls treasures . mainly , cheating feelings . i hate guys who cheats on girls' feelings . really . those typical common guys , please fuck off from my life . seriously , i don't depend on my guy anymore . i'm learning to be independent , learning to be more wise , mature nds intelligent . i won't go into another relationship til i find my right one this time round . so people , you can stop calling me hongster . cause i ain't one anymore , ain't after my most recent relationship .



... ...

KORKOR: dont say ii bo tag ue hor...hahas
lols . okays ?
Jun Kai: sorry loh then i prepair guan cai loh... joking joking ha ha ha... xD
wahs , so wuxim arhs ! help me prepare coffin xD
lauren: you're getting a belly button piercing! cool!!:D haha miss you loads <3
most likely am getting(: miss you too babe !Y
zomq , LYN ! [:: hoho girl . i miss you lar , go out soon ok . but you cannot smoke in front of me .
hahas miss you also lors ! Y chouwifeyy , so chio hors . everybody is in love withs you ! hahas , i won't luhs !
Wilson: thx for tagging~ and linked~ =DD..
okays(:

All those gossips , all those backstabbing . Those it make me any better ruining somebody's else life ? No it doesn't . It doesn't make me feel any happier . Watched Mean Girls , again . Nds that was when I realised it doesn't make me feel good doing nasty things to others . Imagine , if you were in that particular person's shoes . Another person is out to ruin your life , you will be miserable right ? I shall change , I won't be out talking behind people's back . Whatever it is , I'm want to be a new fresh person . I don't want to be a bitch . It's going to be really tough , but I wanna take up that " challenge " . Maybe all these may seemed to be all talk nds no action to you people reading this , I'm gonna prove it .

That's sure for it .

Don't treat me like I know nothing , don't treat me like a kid . I'm not that stupid nds foolish to believe in your tales , boy . So much for th want to be with me story ? They are all lies . Thank god that I didn't believe those at all , didn't agree to be tied down with you . Cause , I'll be th one contributing . You said you were hurt by all your past relationships , but I doubt so . Seems to me , you are th one hurting people . I've never been hurt so I will never know that feeling , nds I won't want to try th taste of that now , yesterday , nds forever . So boy , keep those dirty secrets of yours carefully . You want to play timer ? Be wiser . All I have to do is just ask a couple of people to check things out for me , though I know you have th same kind of resources as me but not as much . So learn up dude . I'm not a toy for you to play with , so don't try messing with me unless you are true to me . You , boy , playing timer on me , violet ? You are not up to standard yet . You may be th kinda stuf that I might like , but your inner-self is way out of my league . Th last thing I would want a guy to do is to cheat a girls' feeling . Think about it , if you were th one giving your 101% but your other half is cheating on you , how would you feel ? So boy , reflect dude . I'm not th simple nds innocent girl-next-door that I appear to be . I just don't want to screw things up , so I let th better self control me . If you people really want to get on my nerves , don't blame others when you are meeting your maker .

So , try me .

I seemed to be running out of time every single moment . I wonder why I am wasting my life down into drain this way , is it worthy ? Maybe , it seems worthy at this point of time . But certainly , in 10 years down road , I will look back with regret for what i've done . However , I meant my words in my previous previous ( ... so on ) post that i love my gans . It's still valid , really . Without my gans , especially Ryan`didi nds Kelvin`korkor , I would never put it through til now . I remembered th recent runaway incident , Ryan told me if I wanted to runaway til I was 24 years old , he would accompany me til then . He will runaway from his dreadful place too . It was comforting to know that those " buddies " are by your side now . But seriously , he , too , will regret his decision . Hence , I managed to advised him home on th day that I went home too . It's better to face th consequences that to hide from it .

But reality is just so hard on us .

Movie fanatics . Yes , we are . Watched a couple of movie in th past few weeks . Th stranger was okays as told in th older post . Hellboy : Th Golden Army was a smashed . Th effects were totally , like totally , woahs ? Hahas . Th movie's not bad . Worth th money . Cannot really remember th details though it was just last week that I've watched th movie . Yesterday , watch Th Dark Knight . Yesyes , we watched it on th first day it was released . Th effects were soso , even th turbo thingie was just * clap clap * only . No woahs . I almost fell asleep . For those who had insomnia , watch Th Dark Knight . Hahahas . Th starting was really boring , th kicks only came in at th back , where Joker ( support joker :DD ) got caught . Only then , it was th real climax . But my butt was burning cramped . I had to sit through a oh-it's-a-movie movie for 2 hours nds 33 minutes .

Watched th hellboy withs kelvin`korkor onlys . nds th dark knight withs kelvin`korkor , ryan`didi , eugene nds jess ( his a guy for god sake , pardon th name ) .

tired .

Mingxuan: hi violet, stay strong okay? i trust you know what is best for yourself
heyhey :D yups , will try . thanks .
jenna: hahaah would love to meet you again! miss you a lot. see you soon ok?
hahas , i miss you too(: hmm , hopefully , soon .
kaiLin: and soon we will get the ring okays , i'll pay for you if can.
hahas . nahs . yous pay me my $80 i got money luhs , lols xD
kaiLin: miss you like ****s. go out soon ! i dont care ahs =D
lols , must booked ders ! my schedule want to bom-ba already .
kaiLin: hahas yoyo, i was so damn worried lahs. dont runaway anymore oks =/ anyways im like shyt more than you okays ! =S
trying not to runaway . hahas . we both are shitty shit shit :D
Sherilyn`♥: AWESOME. i am up there(: HI BTW! (:
hellos junior(:
cheeho: mei ar... tc ar.. anithing tok to miie b4 u decide to do anithings ar... let dis lao korkor advised u first hao ma...
hahas , yesyes DA GE GA :D i know kays .
abby: violet! i miss you ! (: <3 you loads too! take care okay haha (:
ohmygod ! abby ! I MISS YOU TOOOOOO . love loves . yous take care too(:

[x] Gotten detention.
[x] Gotten your phone taken away
[x] Gotten suspended.
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum.
Total: 3

[x] Gotten late to a class more than 10 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[ ] Laughed so hard you got kicked out of class.
Total so far: 4

[x] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Text people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 5

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace, friendster, xanga, etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3 during class.
Total so far: 4

[x] Threw something at the teacher.
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[ ] Failed a class
[x] Ate food during class.
Total so far: 4

[x] Gotten a call home.
[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school
[x] Gotten a detention and didn’t go
[x] Stuck your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear
Total so far: 5

[x] Slept in class.
[x]Cursed at a teacher.
[x] Copied homework.
[x] Felt hungry during class and left to eat.
[x] Got into many fights.
Total so far: 5

Times your total by 3: 90 %
that's cool .

我爱爱我的人 .
i love those who love me , nds if yous do , i love yous more than anything else . last night went to gerald's house sleep . never felt so carefree before . actually was given th chance to play all night , smoke all night without feeling guilty . it's what i yearn for . though smoking is what sustain me right now , i will keep to th promise i gave to my aunt . by 010908 , i will quit smoking . that's going to be really tough . just came back from meeting junhao nds jeffron . heng this time never kena caught sneaking out . but whatever nds so ever . my ear is burning , swelling . pierced back my cartilage piercings nds even added on to it . i pierced 4 cartilage piercing plus a tragus piercing all at one shot . if it isn't sat ki , thens i don't know what is . even th shop keeper called me pro , caused nobody had th guts to pierce so many at once . nds somemore is all at "bone" area [ e.g. cartilage nds tragus ] . it's pretty . my ear is gonna be full house . going to pierce full house . lalalalas ~

belly button next . lip piercing ? grown sick of it , took it out already . still considering tongue piercing , cause many people think it's really hot . BUT , too many people has it already . too common nds typical . piercing my eyebrow would be an option , ain't it ?

hello: hello violet, i know you're so full of hatred and sadness right now. i just felt you needed another chance, and i believe you would make good use out of it. it hurts, but you'll eventually learn
prolly am . thanks(: but yous are ?
HAZEL♥: huh you're going beatty? EH THAT"S NEAR MY HOUSE:D
it is my dear girl . it's located at toa pa yoh . lols .
HAZEL♥: i think?
think what ? lols !
HAZEL♥ okay, not that far, not that near, but quite okay! eh can meet up more often yo. <3 hahaha. love you!
but yous are ALWAYS busy dude . hahas <3
hello: and violet, you are loved.
hahas by who ? yous ?

A GREAT DISCOVERY :D
i realised alot of anonymous people tag at my blog . leave your names people ! so that i can thank yous guys(:

okays . whatever . fuck off .
like am i stupid or what ? why only can i realise that my family [ some of them ] care for me after when i have done something stupid ? after this short " runaway episode " then i knew that my aunts actually do bother about me . my smallest aunt was even willing to lie to th court to help me obtain my freedom . but what she did is it worthy ? if this chance given isn't treasured , her effort is going to go down th drain . nds most of all , th all time bo-chup-yous-attitude third aunt , actually even went around in search of me . but whatever it is , my mother is a FUCKING-EFFING-BIATCH ! dang yous . even my whole family agreed withs me that my mother is way out of her mind . none of my family want to see me in that hell place again , but only my mother is so keen in sending me in . nds that fucking bastard john .

MISTER JOHN [ i'm being really polite here already ] , YOU DON'T HAVE ANY FUCKING RIGHT TO POSE AS MY FATHER . YOU ARE JUST ANOTHER MOTHER FUCKING LANJIAO BIN PERSON . KNNB CCB LAHS , ONE MORE TIME YOU ARE GOING TO LECTURE MY FRIENDS AND I , I'LL MAKE HELL FOR YOUR LIFE . TRUST ME , I HAVE TH ABILITY TO DO SO . TRY ME IF YOU DARE .

♥`i'm Lyn.: hoho, you want kill my eyes ah. make the tagboard font so small. blind lo.
it's not small , is it ? hahas .
kaiLin: ahahas. fine lahs. then kailin no use already lurs =/ so sad. violet so famous kailin like **** lidat nobody want de. miss you qirl meet soon oks .
i miss yous too :DD no luhs , is violet like shit kailin so famous (:
kaiLin: shyt *
censored :D
jenna: hi violet, remember me? i'll be there for you if you need me. cheer up
oh , hellos jenna`bananaaaa . thanks babe , meet up soon again yeahs ?
anon: hey violet.. i want you to know there are people around you who love you and still care for you, so don't giveup!!!
hmm , thanks . but yous are .. ? (:
mdm tng: violet, call me at 96920963.
hellos madam tng :D
mdm tng: violet would love to see you again. call me
i'll call when i need help . i'm not rejecting you , just i don't want to pull any body into this matter .
xinyuan: ♥
hellos XINNY ♥

i'm running away from home , far from this place forever . i'm really sorry to disappoint those people who had high expectations for me nds really had good welfare for me at heart . i really can't go through all these insults at home . imagine being called a "beast" nds "pig" . it may be like really easy for you guys . maybe you guys will brush off all these remarks as , "it's just some comments , take it easy . they don't mean it. " but to me it's something really major . i miss those times where i'm more carefree , i hate being tied down . sometimes i do reflect , really , if hadn't do all these things at first , would my life nds path be different now . would it ? but it's all too late too be remorseful now . they did took place , nds i can't face th consequences . call me a coward , i don't care . cause i really can't take it anymore . i'm already broken into pieces , my heart's torn apart . i really don't need anymore remarks claiming that i'm stupid . i really want to start afresh . but who would give me that chance . i've had enough . really . so , it's all i've got to say . i'm starting again on my own nds all those who supports my decision . i know it's ridiculous to ask you guys to support such a foolish choice of mine , but i really hope to have all you guys by side , nds that's what i want . that's all . maybe i'm just being stupid , being naive . but it's all i ever want , freedom . i know everybody yearn for that , not only me . but i'm fighting for it . fighting really hard for mine this time . maybe it's th wrong way to get my freedom , but i chose it . nds i'm walking this road withs people that loves me , vice versa , i love them toos .

don't call me people , anything sms . i promise , I WILL REPLY . nds once i get a stable environment to live in , i will meet up withs you people one by one again .

sabo-ed by my dearest wifeyy`lyntan to do this horrendous BOLIAO quiz .

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE ME :
001. cockroach or pratically every creepy crawlies .
002. pia zui [ if you guys know what that means :D ]
003. phoneless . i'll die without my phone D:
004. girls`home . it's th worse thing that scares me .
005. horror movie . [ but i like to watch .__. ]
006. dogs nds cats . [ cute but potential killers ]
007. moneyless . without money = DIE .

SEVEN THINGS I LIKE THE MOST:
001. baby , gans nds friend .
002. audition . i'm addicted , i know .
003. shopping .
004. cigarettes , like totally ! :D
005. eeyores .
006. my phone .
007. money. times 100 .

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME :
001. out of 24/7 , 14/7 i'm auding .
002. totally addicted to salmon fish .
003. i talk rubbish when i'm high .
004. i get irritated when people spams my phone with calls .
005. i hate bad skin day .
006. i like fireworks :D
007. th more i sleep , th more lethargic i feel .

SEVEN THINGS I PLAN TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
001. bomb earth .
002. stead withs all th hongster nds dumped them [ let them know th feeling of being dumped . though i've never been dumped before =X ]
003. be like elizabeth from hellboy to possess elemental superpowers :D
004. kick all th matah's butt nds lock them up forever .
005. go to japan , Hokkaido .
006. to possess at least 20 million USD .
007. sit on ferris wheel .

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT ME TO THE OPPOSITE SEX :
001. super fun , meaning , to bring me to a different place each time we go out .
002. hair [ must have nice hair highlights nds tail ]
003. piercings nds tattoos [ anti` non-pierced/tattoo-ed people . it's hot dude !]
004. super sweet personality :D
005. fashion sense [ i don't want a ahpek going out withs me . ]
006. no overweight people or shorties [ don't expect me to go out someone shorter than me right ]
007. must understand th language that i say [ like KNNB CCB :D ]

SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES:
001. frankie muniz .
002. channing tatum .
003. chester bennington .
004. chad michael murray .
005. robert hoffman .
006. milk .
007. OSAMA :D

SEVEN PEOPLE I WANT TO SEE TAKING THIS TEST :
who wants to do it , then do it :D

Seriously , I love God . Yes , I do . Nds I love all my gans dearly(: Without them , I doubt I can pull it through all these . Nds what so ever babes , i've got another chance given to me . Is it a blessing for me , or is it hell for you guys ? Typically , I rather consider it as hell for you guys . It seem more fun that way . Anways , watched The Stranger with Sijing , Beiyi , Ryan`di , VinVin`kor nds Evon`marmiie . Damn that mother fucking show , is it seriously PG ?! Cause some scenes were definitely gruesome . Th scene where th friend's head *boomed* exploded was like , OHMYGOD . Hahas . Okay , whatever . Bought " Couple Rings " with korkor . As a five months anniversary as gan`kor nds meii .

SERIOUSLY I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO BLOG CAUSE THERE'S TOO MUCH TOO BLOG .

Erms , nds one superb horrible news . I'M GOING TO BEATTY SECONDARY . Like , fuck it ?!

babynoi: BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ,, woaini 1314 <33 dun every leave miies ,, grt any unhappie tink muz tel miies let miies noe dun kp it tuu urself !!!!!!!
maybe we already break , but be happy kays(:
x ; LYN !: haha sec 1 so cute, with you like super long skirt. [: haha don't mia lei, i miss you bodoh! i got alot of things to tell youuuuu! :B
I MISS YOU TOO BODOH :D eeeewww , i no wanna be a nerdy .
KORKOR: wad retart o0 hahas
huhs .
x ; LYN !: girl , chill ok , love ya ! see you soon ( tml ? xD )
i did see you man ! :DD
Jun Kai: aiyo ke lian ke lian de bao bao... how can they like that nah sob sob sad sad... don't say like this to yourself lah your gans and jie mei will be loved de nah... cheer up kayes
hahas , xiexie baobao :DD you must love me also xDD hahas .
:): hey cheer up and go back to sch alright there are people in sc who still care for u and want you back!!
hahas . thanks , but you are ?
HAZEL♥: hey girl, cheeer up yo! (: there's always people around that care yeah? btw, yes you sotsot already, think of such weird things! lol. love you! <3
i love you too ! hmm , trying to . AND OMG , I'M GOING BEATTY SEC ! @*#&@*#&@*#
wookk: whao! what a blast from ur post...i must say...i've a few frens in ur condition b4 so i can understand how you feel. its okay...
hahas , oh really ?
wookk: well...not condition...but circumstance...and besides...link me will ya? chemis3freak.blogspot.com
lols . i don't link people .
wookk: -.- u dont link ppl? icic nvm then..i'll link you. =D take cares
hahas , thanks mister . by th way , are you kaikein ?
Matthew;D: LOL. cheerup lar. meet up soon k?
hahas , which matthew are you man ? =X hmm suresure .
past by: can you give mi your name?
violet . you are ?
wookk: yea well i tag at almost every blog i go to that has a tag box though...i must say ur language in ur blog and the language u use agianst me is very very different. good to see that =D
i use against you ?! huhs .
kaiLin: wah baby ! everybody come and tag your blog ask you cheer up nehs (: so you must happy happy kays ;D love yous .
of course , I AM VIOLET lehs :DD i love you too girl !

EILEEN TAN LAY HONG .
You fucking bitch . I've had enough of you . Yes , so what if you're my mother . But do you deserve to be called my mother ?! No you don't . You never ever appreciated what I've done . Even when I do something right or remarkably well , you never acknowledged it . I'm sick and tired of it . Fine , if you're forcing me to go in there , I tell you what . I'll runaway . Runaway from you , from th family , from every single things I had connection in th past . I don't need sympathy . I can start afresh on my own . You never treated me as your daughter , I'm just a nobody in your eyes . You think what ? I'm a machine ? A robot ? Someone of intelligence 3000 ?! Your expectation for me is way too high , I can't accomplish them . CANNOT . Do you get it now bitch ? Just fuck off from my life . If you weren't my mother , how wonderful it would have been . Best of all , you never gave birth to me . Won't it be better ? I won't be out doing all these hurtful things . Most importantly , I wouldn't have been hurt by you and every body else . I'm weak bitches , if you are out to hurt me . You've succeeded . Prolly , I'll just go to those cool high rise buildings , enjoy th scenery , and *pomp* . Lay flat down , bloody nose broken bones . That's th coolest thing of all . I rather be dead then be living here in this freaking horrible place . It's not one of th place I enjoy . It's th worse place on earth . I hate it . I HATE THIS PLACE . I HATE TH PEOPLE AROUND ME . I HATE MY LIFE . I HATE MYSELF . Yes people , I am disgusted by myself . Why do I have to be earth to create so much trouble for others ? If I haven't been living , wouldn't it be so much better . I should probably just go commit suicide and die . At least I don't have to face th consequences tomorrow . Freaking hell . I DO NOT WANT TO BE IN THAT FUCKING HELL LOT PLACE . It's th worse place on earth , other than my house of course . Th people in my house are horrendous .

Mother ? Fucked up cheebye BITCH . Who doesn't really bother how I feel , ands NEVER makes any effort to understand me .
Grandpa ? A bastard who vent his anger out on me everytime he is drunk . GOSH FUCK HIM . Do you think I'm your dog ?! To be whacked by you , scolded by you .
Grandma ? Prolly th best person I have in th house . But she's just another fucked up bitch who looks down on me .
Aunty ? High expectations . Never ending preaching . Eyes on top of her head . Not th person that I want to be associated with .


I'm seriously unhappy with my life . Why do I have to be th one suffering all their unhappiness ? Why why why why WHY ?! Th more you guys force me , th nastier it will become . So watch out bitches . Th next time I'm on th loose , it will be game over for you guys .

It doesnt matter what you say or do ;
Because I love you
(And I know you love me too)
Love me , kiss me ;
and hold me in your arms .
Let me know you're crazy over me ,
And I'm Crazy over you ;
Cause you are the only one ,
To make my life complete .

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RUNAWAY SUCCESSFULLY TILL 21 YEARS OLD .
Little Miss Bossy Tee .
Lip/Tongue/Belly Piercing .
Finish Probation .
Couple`Rings With AhKai`Boyy .
Rings With AhVin`Kor .
Shades .
1st 2nd Month With Ryan`di .
6th 7th Month With AhVin`Kor .
12th 13th Month With AhKai`Boy .

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Veron`boyf.
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