Tuesday, June 10, 2008'♥
                               FUCK THIS WORLD UPSIDE DOWN .
Goddamn`you idiot . Why am I so stupid when you ask me to be with you that time I reject ? Whywhywhy , then now i'm pondering over the lost of you . It's all so screwed up and messy . Gosh . I really the most idiotic dumbass`fucker in this world . It could have been a beautiful picture , but I just have to create a mess to all this . Why am I so stupid . Seriously .
To JunHao and Jeffron ; thank yous baby and boyfriends . Today I crycry so stupid luhhs I know , but you 2 always there for me . Thank you . You 2 stop me from doing stupid things , if not I don't know what I could have done man . Killed somebody ? That's not impossible you know . It's just so easy to retrieve somebody's life . But yeahs , you 2 make life easier for me(: iloveyou :D and if I didn''t have you 2 I think all this years i'll be wasting my life to doing nothing at all . thanks for being my guardian angels for 6 years already .
Oh gosh , I feel like I owe them a dozen and dozen man . Later going see probation officer . Haish , hope my laobu don't paotou me out if not I sure die already . So sians siahs .
♥xiiao'qirl-x: lol so lame. i was just trying to copy you whats. i dont really hate them lahs. just dislike and maybe abit attached to them already by now. sighhhhh love you toos<3tsktsk ; fineeee . anything you want do bahs . i fuck care you luhhs . if you really want to do this , you haven't gone through what i've been through . seriously . think about it .
                                 boy , i love you .   6:14 AM