Saturday, June 28, 2008'♥
this few days lazy blog luhhs , nds i'm quite sick of twit typing too . so end of it yeah ?
machiam i already forget what i did for th past few days . but went to meet baby at lan shop quite a few time . hurhur . that day baby came my house until 1 plus xD we watch show nds talk talk until then . yups . level 17 lers :D yayes ! so happy lors , this time i take license myself . oolala(: nds i really becoming noob in audition lers , so siians . humphs . thens yesterday early morning meet baby , after that i went to bt timah to tighten my braces . so coincidence , junhao call me ask me go out slack . so we 2 took cab go tiffy's house play play . then jitao i sms ahkai to meet me , thens junhao cabbed me home again . hahas . thanks love :D
DEANNGGUOSHENG .
i'm sorry for what i've done . really . i know that i've played with your feelings th other time . but i really did loved you , for like really long . but i enjoyed th moment of holding a torch for you better than steading with you . i rather be your buddy , where we can go really crazy . like those times at chalet , you talked to me about your stuff . yups . i'll try my best to gain back your trust , buddies forever okay(:
JINHUIIIIIIIII .
let me love it right this time . sometimes , i have my 小姐脾气 . then make you go sot sot . 对不起 , i didn't do it on purpose . yahs ? wait until our relationship stable lers , then i won't so sot sot lers . cause now not stable so i also wills scared . yous also rights ! hahas . baby 我爱你 !
KORKOR: sowiie leh nt iie dont wan ding is if iie ding where gt maney pay ue angry kor arrrrrr?????
haish . don't know lahs !
x ; LYN !: hehehe. :B lazy to hunt you , so come back school la! be a goodgood girl like you was in sec1. LOL.
hahas , eeeee . sec one so toot cans ! hahas , yous lazy hunt thens don't hunt . i shall MIA :DD
HAZEL♥: toot luh you! i don't like him okay._. haha! woman ar, you siao ding dong already! haha xP
yahs , i also think i sot sot already xD
kailin: ers i private my blog . give me your blog email i invite you .
okays(:
jovi'daso: iie quess ue q0rt sth to ask about th friendster comment
s thinq right?
nothinq to ask luhhs , i also don't care ders(:
boy , i love you . 1:10 AM
Sunday, June 22, 2008'♥
KANINABU CHOU CHEEBYE ! ( knnb ccb :D )
dulandulandulandulan . pekcek siahhs . yesterday early morninq took bus to evon`marmiie ders house . slack slack wait tils saozi come thens marmiie , saozi , kor nds me went to buqis slack osho . jitao we reach there marmiie jitao want to drink aqain then she qo buy beer . ii siians jipua , keep drink drink . we qo same hanqout place , AGAIN , to smoke lors . th security guard saw me smokinq but didn't say anythinq =X after that went to take neoprints(: don't look so qood this time round . hair toooooo short ): ii want it lonqer mans , rahhhhs ! then qo play lan . jitao first sonq ii play ( canon 2007 .____. ) ii chain x7 :D but onlys a 105 bpm sonq . siians luhhs . th lan sucks like fuck , sibeii laq somemore noisy luhhs . thens don't know do what thens ii didn't want marmiie qo withs us to lan cause she keep say she sehseh , later qo make trouble at other people ders territory how . somemore her pattern ii abit irritated yesterday . don't knows whys =//
so korkor nds me send saozi home thens we went down tenmile meet baby , over there played lan aqain . over there qot trashed some rounds . siians . went to played a fool around withs kor . like qoinq to rooftop sinq sonq , shootinq ice , playqround maniac , hopscotch ( this took forever .. ) , nds many many lors . three plus ahkai came nds meet us . went back lan , see baby nds g.henq play pool . other people ii forget their names lers . hurhur . jitao dulan whens baby qo play audii without jio . rahhhhs ! thens ahkai say want eat macs .____. say use her ezlink pay , so left lan qo to plaza . so suay so suay so suay suay suay suay . whens crossinq road see matah . DIAOS LUHHS . jitao kena freaked out cause ii qot chionq hoonki withs me . nabei , then bobian kena screen then went withs kor to juronq hq . ahkai qot let off cause she "neber" do anythinq . lols . over there cold like shit nors . in the end ii take th blame , ii lazy qo say lies nds say is kor ders fault . cause ii qot do ii dare admit . no need ask other people help me dinq ders , so what ii zhabor , osho bo bian th other one osho no want dinq th thinq . haish .
so orhkonq $200 then can leave liaos , lucky siahs . if ii repeat offence wills risk kena expel from school lors . cheebye ! ii want qo back school want hors . nds expel simi expel , ii bo any lanjiao school now okays . on th road quarrel withs daddy . he jitao qan me whens we left th hq . ii pekcek thens osho qan back . thens he keep scold me tmdtmd , ii dulan thens ii shoot out knn lahs . but neber tio qan for sayinq vulgarities .____. so dumb luhhs , ii tio qan for not doinq thinqs , but ii don't qet qan for sayinq vulgarities . swee hors .
come home thens qo orhorh liaos =i
babyboi: baby aii loveyou ferever !!!! neber endin story xD
lols . copy cat !
♥xiiao'qirl: called you ask want go out nots thats all (:
uhhh , ohhhh-kays ?
x ; LYN !: yes you must come to school !
:D or i'll hunt you down and drag you back .hahas , ii osho want okays ! bleahhhs , com ehunt me if yous can :DD
boy , i love you . 7:32 PM
Saturday, June 21, 2008'♥
Baby, I love you okay. Don't think too much, don't have so much doubt for our relationship. Cause I really do love you, I may be a hongster last time but I'm not anymore. Yesterday I joked about taking number from those 4 (superb ugly) guys, i'm not serious about it. I promise I won't leave you, promise that our story would be a never ending one. Believe me yahs? School going reopen, and I'm not sure if I will be schooling again or not. But even if I am, I will try my best to fork out time to accompany you. Okay? It's going to be alright, cause I only love you(:
until now, then and next time, my love for you will be never ending. you are the only in my heart, boy. more than any others that I had before. never learned to treasure them, they were as if nothing to me. but you are going to be different, you will be my last romance. right?
jovi'daso: ^_________________^ iie am goinq retard soon ><
(: huhhhhs , whys ! don't do silly thinqs okays ! =\\
boy , i love you . 7:26 AM
Friday, June 20, 2008'♥
this few day so siians ; always like no money thens cannot buy hoonki nors . so siians . last night went down meet baby nds go lan shop there ton again . whole night play play play audii at th lan like machiam machine . then recruited new people again , lols . so siians nahs . don't feel like bloggin lers . tag tag , blog next time(:
jovi'daso: no lahh, love u more! hehes
aiyohs ; ii know yous love hims more nahs ! xDD
HAZEL♥: eh girl! where you get that weird idea i like him! no luh hahaha. yeah kay, go out soon! (: you going back sc?
not sure lehhs , depends lors . hahas , ii think yous do yeahs !
KORKOR: hahas paiseh o0 nvr go wit you dont angry o0 my dearest mei heehee
yous pangseh me again ):
boy , i love you . 8:40 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008'♥
drank drank drank alot last niqht .
last last niqht went out to ton aqain cause baby ask me .__. but this time sneak out of house tio cauqht siahs . siians nors . but ii heck care , jiatao just walk off nds qo down . peii baby at th tenmile lan shop . but in th end ii qo play audi then he sit next to watch until orhorh . hahas ;
around six plus morninq qo take bus to ahbee/kor ders house . slack there until quite late thens fucker nahs , durinq noon qot people come . sisi`baobeii qo knock th door so hard , ii thouqht who come siahs . then huixin plus jiajia`mama osho qot come . somemore 3 more cheebye`kia osho qot come lahs . one is th stupid matah . fuckfuckfuck that cheebye matah ! ii damn dulan hims , he qo steal marmiie ders phone ii think . then he qot money nds everythinq , first time meet hims he damn poor cans . poor like beqqer . like what th fuck nahs . then he brouqht us to kallanq KFC makan , his treat . BUT THEN HORS , WHEN AHBEE/KOR NDS ME GO HOME FIRST RIGHT , HE GO TELL JIAJIA`MAMA THAT IF I NEVER GO HE COULD HAVE TREATED THEM SUSHI cheebye ! yous don't like me , so ? yous think ii like you arhs ! your face like PIG like that can , fiqure osho lahs . so qross . for your fuckinq information , NONE of us like yous . so yous can kindly just fuck off nds qo stack one paikia matah , where we all think you bhb , xiasuay . please lahs , yous are just another normal quy . yous want compare is it ? my intelliqence level is so much hiqher than yours , nds my looks is definitely 300 times better than yours . not beinq bhb but is he laolan cans .
arhhhhhs . at niqht marmiie nds me qo panjanq meet baby . then after that elieen`jie jio me qo juronq slack . so evon`marmiie , baby(: , raymond ( baby th friend ) nds me qo juronq point me her . after that we walk to dasao ders condo first nds meet saozi talktalk then we qo slack at carpark . but dasao qo home of course . then jie osho don't know she fuck until where , disappear .___. so only qot 4 of us qo carpark rooftop slack . then ii drink until sehseh qo sleep on th floor .
in th end morninq ii take bus home withs baby nds raymond . then baby send me home first(: yupyups ;
KORKOR: humph dont love kkor ler huh????
hahas ; love lahs love lahs .
KORKOR: haish
lols ?
KORKOR: BLEAHS gt stead le act dua paile lohs
yous more duapai ;DD
KORKOR: heehee
hahas ?
KORKOR: not like oyu lohs more duapai =XXXX
ii already duapai before have stead =XX jokejoke .
KORKOR: lalalalala hais dun argue wit you lerh naninani poopoo
lols , ii osho can . nani nani poopoo !
lauren: it's so fun to play iwth your tagboard haha
hahas , whys !
val(: hahah! what. you never tag me lor. anyway. hi! (x
hahas , finefine ii wills qo taq soon(:
jovi'dasao: hohos
iiewhere q0rt dun lorve u ! LOL.. ue also must last lonq !hahas ; sure nots ? must be love kor more riqhts ! hahahas . both samesame .
boy , i love you . 9:51 PM
Sunday, June 15, 2008'♥
last last niqht ii did somethinq real bobo ;
at around 11 plus baby sms nds told me that he wills come my house downstairs ders kopitiam makan . then ask me qo down osho . ii bo bian , lanlan . feel like qo down osho don't feel cause scared marmiie wake ups . she dumbdumb luhhs , never work .
so in th end ii slowly slowly open door nds qo out around 2 plus 3 . qo meet baby nds his friends . but ii sibei dao like never talk or qo near hims , keep on phone hurhur . paiseh ohhs . we walk all th way to th lan shop at tenmiles there . then 5 plus like that ii take bus qo korkor th house . slack there until 4 plus then we qo bugis meet jovi`dasao nds dianna`aiai(:
we went to th usual hanqout smoke smoke drink drink beer . sibei shiok lors . thens ii decided not to qo home nds ton , qot jovi`dasao marmiie nds kor to ton withs me . dianna went home , then we four took bus to tenmile lan to play lan . siians nors , my hand really cannot play anymore lehs . see red key thens ii stun alreadys .
haish . after playplay thens qot license . dasao help me pass within one time . propro . if me sure don't know how liaos , hahas . thens qot people challenqe kor to audii . thens kor nds dasao owned them 2 rounds or 3 . lols . swee :DDDDD
after that we arque about qoinq where to ton . awhile say qo aljunied , awhile pasir ris , awhile bt panjang . lame lahhs . in th end we decided qo pasir ris , withs baby nds his friends . took niqht rider at 2 plus to orchard . when at orchard damn retarded . qot this bangala come say hello to me ._. ii was damn freaked out cans . then when ii the way to pasir ris marmiie they all say no want qo liaos cause very late already ( it was 5 plus already , cause we walk all over bt panjang to look for th bus ) . so in th end ii withs baby nds his friends qo pasir ris . hur , panqseh me lors kor they all .
when reach pasir ris , sibei siians . don't know they qo there for what ders . so we qo th beach there sit sit . then qot one time ii accidentally for asleep while lyinq on baby . but lucky he talk ii wake up . if not when ii really dou liaos sure cannot wake me ders . around 7 plus 8 we qo take cab qo back bt panjanq then ii qo home lors . thens bathe sleeeeeep until now =XX
baby called me then ii woke up hahas ;
♥xiiao'qirl-x: why me aqainnnnn ? you saboh queen lehs you. and junkai is the saboh kinq x( aiyohs. i so damn poorthing cans =/
hahas , cause he saboh thens ii saboh yous lors =XX
♥xiiao'qirl-x: fine fine. i know i'll always have yous qirlqirl. but wall to wall sounds nicer whats (: hors ?
cause is my rinqtone now that sonq riqhts ! hehhehs .
XIAOZU: YOU PIG LUR! YOU BLUFF ME D: say want come meet me in the end sleepsleepsleep. nvm you is zhu i know. hah.
sorrys lahhs daddy =XX
XIAOZU: imissyoukgirl. my baobei nu-er ar, lastlong if you can =D which i not sure . hah
ehhs , ii miss yous too . ii wills last lonq one okays !
XIAOZU: &so stupid is im msging you nows but yet i tag LOL
yahs , cause yous bobo =XX
XIAOZU: daddy love nu-er .
love daddy too(:
XIAOZU: ok tag enuff lerh. biies , muackies
hahas okays .
babyboi: baby woaini xD muz stay happie hor ,, aii wil alwaes be by ur side
iiloveyous too(: yupyups wills happy ders . ii osho wills stay by yous ohhs (:
YENHUA ROCKS :D: oooo your tag board is so cool. it like follows where ever i scroll/!!! eheheh.. but the text is so small i can't see what i'm typing okay
ofcourse it's my tagboard xDD hahas , it's BIGBIGBIG okays . ii can see :D
Jun Kai: ha ha i very important to neh... ga ga ga
hahas , yous very important what ? huhhhhhhhhhs .
boy , i love you . 9:34 PM
Friday, June 13, 2008'♥
can ii qo whack that junkai`stead uhhs ! everytime saboh me do survey/quiz ders . but nbmiinds , ii qet to qo saboh others also wahahahahas . ii like to saboh people so fun(: nds ii'm qetting addicted to playinq twiit . it's like so damn fun mans ; yous quys can try playinq hahas . anyways here's th bobo quiz .
TAGGED BY JUNKAI :D
Rules & Regulations of this quiz is ...
a) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Q : If your lover betrayed you, what would be your reaction?
A : if ii really loved him , ii wills be like wtf nds cry ?
Q : If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
A : have 3 thousand more wishes ; to reach others' expectations for me , nds last lonq withs him(:
Q : Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
A : ii did , nds still am wondering =\\
Q : Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
A : prolly am nds tryinq to overcome it .
Q : Would you change yourself for the person you love?
A : ii would if he ask .
A : both , it's fun loving someone nds beinq loved
Q : How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
A : as lonq as ii love him .
Q : If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
A : uhhs , just let it qo ? cause ii'm attached yo ;D
A : yups ; my family nds all th fcuked up thinqs around me .
A : sometimes ; it's qood cause it means ii still like hims =XX
Q : Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
A : like duhh , he seems photocopied .
Q : Who are currently most important people to you?
A : baby ! ; ahkai`boy ; xiiaovin`kor ; evon`marmiie nds all my qans .
Q : Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
A : quess not ; ii qot what ii wanted .
A : tionqxim nds beinq happy withs one each other(:
Q : Are you happy with your life?
A : excluding th fact dhat it's fcuked up , it's okay .
Q : Would you give all in a relationship?
A : depends ; like seriously .
Q : If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you pick? the lousier one? ORthe better one?
A: th one dhat ii really love(:
Q : What type of friends do you like?
A : wuxim ; trustworthy ; nds those dhat loves me . so fcuk _|_ off bitches nds bastards .
Q : Do you often wish there was something you could change?
A : yeahs , me .
Q : What do you notice when you first meet a boy/girl?
A : th hair nds piercinqs(:6 people I tagged :
ahkai`boy ;
lyn`wifey ;
hazel ;
xiiaovin`kor ;
valerie ;
kenqyee`honey (:
han: ummm, u ask me tagg..so here it is..hi??
yous wanted my comment too okays !
♥xiiao'qirl-x: hahas x( what the hell banqing from wall to wall until die narhs (:
ii onlys say banq wall never say banq from wall to wall oh !
♥xiiao'qirl-x: and the confessions in the public thing aint funny at all cans x( its like ****s, so fcuking annoying. sichanlanda x(
hahas . heck dhat fcuker nahs . yous qot me !
♥xiiao'qirl-x: shyts*
lols .
Jun Kai: hey hey do a Survey on my blog ok must do uh... ^^ Take Cares
yous bobo , always saboh me D:
boy , i love you . 5:46 PM
Thursday, June 12, 2008'♥
todays so stupidd . hurhur . neber sleep whole niqhts dhens ii keep play audii withs kor nds dunch know who , qot dhis detergent`boy nds mr`baka . hahas . so play play nds sms bbaby`boy , kors nds baby Y ; left house at 8 plus qo kor ders house , shiok siahs . smoke hoonki lors . arhhhs , dhens 3:15 like dhat stead withs baby . lols . hahas ; so blur lahhs . qot dhis matah that sibeii quailan ! last niqht talk to me so nice , then today act eh zai . but he bo do me anythinqs but sibei laolan . he sometimes nice , fetch us qo everywhere ner . his car is shiok ders , but terrence one more shiok . speeding more fun :DD
dhen today see the poulougui . siians nahs , she bo wei gong when ii shoot her . whole time diamdiam ders . cheena`bitch arhs , dunch qo kaopeii my jiajia`mama . want dhen settle withs me . want throw mike at me is it ? ii waiting hors . if yous dare , ii dare peii yous play . yous dunch stack one paiikia behind me , ii shoot yous is infront of yous ders . not behind cans . yous be diam if yous humji hors . so pekcek luhhs , see her face ii want puke uhhs . yous think yous chio uhhs ? ii verys ugly osho more chio than yous okays ! fucker . today osho qot qo a lan withs xiiaovin`kor , jovi`dasao , sisi`baobeii nds huixin at eunos . so lousy lors ders lan , so laq ders . eeyerrs , ii no want qo there anymore hurhur .
wants qo audii lers . buhbyeeee (:
boy , i love you . 9:12 PM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008'♥
hahas . kai just told me stuff real funny . can't help it , i'm laugh till batou bing liaos . i think i need see doctor , everytime say want quit smoking in the end cannot ders . haish . today smoke like siao lehhs , cause 6 plus wake ups . then meet junhao awhiles to smoke . he spon me 7 sticks luhhs . then come back audi withs baby`boyy and jianwei they alls . knn , this cheebye person come kaopei me cans . so dulan luhhs ! he think he what , wear skinnys plus black and purple stripe shirt ands somemore wear beanie means ahbeng already arhs . somemore put BIGBIG at his msn say what mr beng here . i pui uhhs . you ahbeng then i what ? can go die arhs . don't even know what is chup then tell me you beng . cheebye kia , ask me don't kp him cause he always say vulgaities when he withs friends . but at msn don't say any . purlease , doesn't mean say vulgarities is beng already . my ahma also scold cheebye lanjiao lanpa , then what . she ahlian arhs ? diaos . please luhhs . want tio me then come luhhs . humji kia , i shoot him until he lanlan then faster go change his name to what mr hard . HUMJIKIA . still dare say weilun not beng , say weilun act eh zai . you also act . somemore he dare say i not paikia , is super guaiikia . please lors , i know i guaiikia . but more pai then yous can already . if i guaiikia you SUPER SUPER SUPER guaiikia . can go be dog already uhhs . kampong dog stay in your catholic high school and lick teachers ass can already . TAN EKKIAT , i post your name BIGBIG here . come luhhs . i wait for you to tio me onlys . i scared arhs . diaos . he totally screwed my mood lors .
RAHHHHS .
boy , i love you . 11:55 PM
'♥
i'm quitting smoking. yups, am going to. i'm getting sick and tired of my lanky life now. is like i've been saying this for a million of times but it's really time for me to reflect and wake up. i'm not going to waste my life doing silly things anymore. spoke to bbaby`boy just now ; she's damn confuse of her life. but so am i. i have practically no idea what am i doing all this time. i seriously have to get back on track with my studies and every aspect of my life. sorry to some people, i might be MIA-ing to some of you. cause i want to get everything back on track first. i have changed seriously damn alot. from that really quaii person to a horrible and atrocious freak. it's time to wake up i guess. the qqirls`home lesson did serve a purpose, i'm not letting it go to drain. i shall be doing things right from now on. it's not going to be like *snap* and *poof*, everything back to normal. it's going to take time and effort. so my loves, give me some time. i shall adjust back to it. i'm getting really tired of all this. really fcuked up. yups.
x ; LYN !: the words on your tagboard is very like skinny lei . llurbbx uue w0rhz xiia0LIM ddhe twitts. LOL. *talent*
hahas skinny good mahs(: iloveyou too ! twit`queen ! 0hMMgeeZx . i suck at it D:
♥xiiao'qirl-x: sorry narhs. i dunno what am i doing now lors seriously. i need someone to save meeee. WO ZHEN DER HEN CONFUSED x( ahhs im going crazy ler narhs .
i'm confuse too my qqirl =X we 2 really should go bang wall, byebye lors .
boy , i love you . 2:57 AM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008'♥
FUCK THIS WORLD UPSIDE DOWN .
Goddamn`you idiot . Why am I so stupid when you ask me to be with you that time I reject ? Whywhywhy , then now i'm pondering over the lost of you . It's all so screwed up and messy . Gosh . I really the most idiotic dumbass`fucker in this world . It could have been a beautiful picture , but I just have to create a mess to all this . Why am I so stupid . Seriously .To JunHao and Jeffron ; thank yous baby and boyfriends . Today I crycry so stupid luhhs I know , but you 2 always there for me . Thank you . You 2 stop me from doing stupid things , if not I don't know what I could have done man . Killed somebody ? That's not impossible you know . It's just so easy to retrieve somebody's life . But yeahs , you 2 make life easier for me(: iloveyou :D and if I didn''t have you 2 I think all this years i'll be wasting my life to doing nothing at all . thanks for being my guardian angels for 6 years already .
Oh gosh , I feel like I owe them a dozen and dozen man . Later going see probation officer . Haish , hope my laobu don't paotou me out if not I sure die already . So sians siahs .
♥xiiao'qirl-x: lol so lame. i was just trying to copy you whats. i dont really hate them lahs. just dislike and maybe abit attached to them already by now. sighhhhh love you toos<3
tsktsk ; fineeee . anything you want do bahs . i fuck care you luhhs . if you really want to do this , you haven't gone through what i've been through . seriously . think about it .
boy , i love you . 6:14 AM
Monday, June 9, 2008'♥
爱上你是一个错误.
I'm learning to let go ; Let go of someone that I've liked for a long time without realising it . I've got to learn how to be independent , and not rely on my other half . Like seriously , when I'm with somebody , I expect him to be there for me whereas I don't have to . It's like damn selfish of me . But instead , I'm there for someone who isn't my anyone at all . Gosh , that's like damn silly of me . Ahhhhh . I'm so pissed off with myself man . So pissed ): To let go of something I've had for a long time is really tough . So sick of this SICKENING feeling gosh . I wanna learn to love right man .
Anyway ! I WANT TO WATCH KUNGFU PANDA :DD Not because of ahkai`boy but cause JiaHao's recommendation . He said KFP is a nice show(: Maybe I'll go watch it with Evon`marmiie, Kelvin`kor and Jovi`dasao . Today morning korkor and Jovi`dasao stead oh :DD Hope they last longlonglongggggggggggggggggggggggggg . Tomorrow hope can see her , cause she say maybe want go out with us . Sians , only maybe . Ohwells . Hope can bahs :D Hahas .
♥xiiao'qirl-x: ohwells, its me whats. not like you dunno me(: im boreddd=/ and tired out. ILOVEYOU! IHATE - - - - - PEOPLE ;D
lols . you copy rabbit ! i say i hated them first okays ! lols . yayahs . iloveyou`baby :D
♥xiiao'qirl-x: relink`baby (:
i wills relink when i have time(:
KORKOR: hahas metoo^^
lols . korkor also rust liaos =X
boy , i love you . 11:49 PM
Sunday, June 8, 2008'♥
till the end of time; my love for you will always be here .
i'm so dang tired . last night slept at 4 plus cause play audition and blog . then after i switched off laptop , jeffron called me :O you stupid ! thank god i haven't sleep , call me so late . *ah-bish* talk to him until 6 like that then i go sleep liaos . today 3 plus then wake up . i really becoming pig =x saw benjamin's sms . hahas . so funny , he tonight going call me oh . korkor ; you want talk to him mahs ? if you want then you call me bahs , okays :D
i want to watch horror movie :DDD so someone DECENT come ask me go watch horror movie(: oror some comedy will also do . so sians . don't feel like playing audi . helped -CnB-Peacex pass her level 12 license test last night ; then today i pass my own level 14 license test(: oohlala . now level 15 already . yayes . i want to catch up with korkor , he level 19 already . humphs .
jia hao: fine...i tag...im not fat...i prefer fit and muscular...
good good ; tag more(: and hahas ! fit and muscular uhhs .. orhs okayokay .. =x
♥xiiao'qirl-x: wont i be missed too if i MIA? =/ especially you and me narhs. no more entertainment for them when there isnt US [:
hahahas . that's like uber ego luhhs .
boy , i love you . 8:40 PM
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This is so baddddddddd . I've realized something . I'm being labeled as ahlian . Ahhhhh . I'm not ahlian okays ! I'm a fringing normal person who came out of girls`home . (inserts surname) JIAHAO ! You fatty ! What have you been telling your friends about me arhs . I see ahlian on your profile and taiwanese cat D: KaiKein said you have been talking GOOD about me, but I don't believe oh . AND AND AND, you read my blog WITHOUT tagging .
Anyways, shall post what happened today . Let me see .. Woke up at 4.30 pm :D Yes, I know I'm a pig thank you(: Sat infront of the laptop until about six, went to bath then went out with my mother for the tu-pid wedding dinner. GOSH, I saw AhBen`laogong and XiaoZu`daddy. Ask mummy if can go slack withs them but my laobu don't let. Rahhhhs ): So in the ends they 2 go arcade play DDR and I went to the stupid dinner withs my laobu. Around 9 like that I say I go toilet at JEC there then I go find thems. Stupid siahs, when I just reach there they just go off go chinatown there the KTV. So sians lors, they say sorry to me cause they don't know that I wills go meet them (during the dinner they spammed me sms to ask me meet them, then I keep say cannot go). Aiyahs, neverminds. In the end I sit there alone and talk on the phone withs ahkai and smoke lors. Smoke alone the feeling very not nice =\\
Around 10 like that go back the dinner place. Eat eat eat then eleven like that go home. Reach home play audi until 2.30 then go bath then continue play audi til 3.30 like that then i come here blog liaos. Sians, now I go smoke then I go orhorh lers.
♥`boyy: ohs i thought what you ask me to do. hahs okoks. i'll do it (:
yeaps , yous should do it :DD
♥`boyy: sabosabosabohhhhh ;D
i sabo you ; you sabo other people(:
KORKOR: hahas psps my blog goin rust lerh hahas lazy update
glad you know going rust liaos xD
val(: ahahhaa hazel also complain about your cbox! xDDD change laaa. biggerbiggerbigger!!!!!!! my degree alr bad enough liao
hahas fine ! when i'm not so lazy that time I will change it . go see the eye-specialist (i forgot what is it called ) xD
♥`boyy: lols whats wrong with all of us? ya know me you kenqyee joey all mia-inq soon. wtf-.- but quite cool yea;D
we should all MIA then the world will miss us , especially ME :DDDD
NICOLE LEE: OMG VAL IS RIGHT YOUR CBOX IS BLINDING HELLO!
it's not blinding , i can still see :D
boy , i love you . 3:49 AM
Saturday, June 7, 2008'♥
Okay ... This is so fucked up. This is my fringing fourth post already today. Ohwells(: I'm just feeling emotional that's all. Aiyahs monkey say monkey do. Didn't want to listen to advices last time now then regret also no use. Rahhhhhhhhs, I fringing hate the people from ***** and that fcuking fucktard bitch *** ***. I shall be MIA-ing soon. So people, don't be surprise if you don't see me in MSN, friendster and my blog. The only way you guys are gonna be able to contact me is ... audition(: No way am i gonna leave my baobeii account hanging. Or else just sms me, if i happy then reply you all ; not happy? Then too bad, you guys aren't gonna be seeing me thens.
MISSING IN ACTION
call nineninenine to look for me(:
if you know the correct line extension, then good for you.
if you know the correct line extension, then good for you.
boy , i love you . 2:02 AM
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Boy, am I wondering that if you will ever read this post. I didn't mean to hurt you, I really did like you and in fact love you. But the month that I was away, lots of things happened. I've changed, and you indeed changed too. I told you once, I don't mind what you did in that month cause it's just another obstacle for us. You said I didn't care about you, treated you like you weren't mine. I guessed you are right, I admit all those time i've treated you like you were nothing. Caused, I couldn't find that feeling I had for you before I went in side there. The feeling that could bring me enchanted to you, the feeling that got me attracted to you. The feeling that had me falling in love with you. I remember those times that I could sit with you, listening to you telling me all those experience you had, all those hurtful moments that you've went through. I'm sorry that i've hurt you once again like what the others had done, inflicting another wound to that fragile heart of yours. I'm sorry, Boy. But one month not seeing you, communicating with you, had created a barrier between us. Maybe it's just my psychological barrier, but it's really hard for me to understand you. Hence, I may be cold towards you. But it's all over now. It's impossible for us to be together anymore, right?
Boy, I Love You. ♥
boy , i love you . 1:48 AM
Friday, June 6, 2008'♥
WHY IS EVERYTHING SO FUCKED UP?
I am so pissed off with this somebody okay. Faker. Hypocrite. I'm damn damn disappointed with that person, totally. I'm not going out with anyone until someone decent ask me out. So someone decent ask me out :D So much for me treating you as someone so important and like what, you just totally suck. Not like you said something bad or what, just that I'm disappointed with you. That's all.
I want to do something right for once. Something that won't stir much dislikes from anyone, even the people that I hate or hate me. Oh whatever, I don't care if you hate me cause it's your mouth, your mind and your fucking life to hate me. I'll be nice and just like you(: yeah. I'm nice, so fuck off if you hate me. Rahhhhhs ): I'm not making much sense. I'm just uber pissy now man. Humph. Tomorrow's schedule is like damn uncertain. Should I go out with Kelvin`korkor and Evon`marmiie not? I scared I go out already then will forget to come home. I so don't want to breach my probation man, and i've got a dinner to attend tomorrow night. *taking my phone* And just great, just received a sms from QinEn. "girll ah . tmr wannx g0 0ut wifx mii ndx jeffr0n marx ? missh euu leiix ." So where should I go man. I want to go out with decent people, not inferring that QinEn and Jeffron not decent okays! Don't angry hors QinEn`bebe and Jeffron`boyfriend. Think lers later then say bahs. Sians.
lauren: violet stop breaching probation leh ): and stop smoking!!!! loveyou:)
I will try not to breach it already &I will try to stop smoking . loveyou too !
val(: im going to go blind reading your cbox man
Hahas , sorrys xDD
Jun Kai: what is wuxim?
Boxim ders opposite lors .
Jun Kai: ha ha sah boh you
Yalors , yous retard sabo me xDD
HAZEL♥: girl ahh! (: haha, sabo me ah. tsk xP hahaha. your cbox the words are so teeeeeeenyweeeny! (: haha. go out sometime soon kkay? (:
Neh ni neh ni poo poo :D is it that small ? :O hahas okays , you jio me go out lors .
HAZEL♥: love you! ♥
loveyou too !
xiiaobabby: uhs is okays narhs . meet up so0n norhs . honey qot quaiis quaiis marhs ? ily <3
Never guai nahs , already breach probation 3 times lers . But wills try to be more guai . ily .
boy , i love you . 11:05 PM
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Lols , Jun Kai`stead ask me do this lao`kokkok the survey hahas . Sorrys oh . Now I am going to do it and sabo eight more people to do it :DDDD
Survey Instructions:
-Remove one question from above & replace it with your own.
-Tag eight people, list them down at th end of th post.
-Notify them in their chatbox that they've been tagged.
1) How long will you wait for someone you love?
- tils my feelings fade for that someone .
2) What do you hope for now?
- finish my probation without breaching it .
3) What is the last thing you do/say if tomorrow is the end of th world?
- hug all my love ones(:
4) Do you hate your friends sometimes?
- depends .
5) What will you do if your best friend has been kidnapped?
- pretends to be detective and goes looking for him/her :D
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- of course , they are pretty .
7) Who will you choose between your ex boyfriend & your current boyfriend?
- my current boyfriend (don't have one) ,
8) What's your desired age of marriage?
- 18 or 19 . just a desire , right ?
9) Are you happy with your life now?
- nope , everything is so fcuked up .
10) What if your crush asked you out?
- faints on the spot , not ! just go out lors , he is just another homo-sapien please .
11) What will you do when you have a crush that knows you have a crush on him/her?
- be so embarrassed that i won't be able to face him .
12) What feelings do you hate the most?
- to be cheated , by friends , family or anyone .
13) What will you do if you fall in love with a guy/girl?
- stay by him , doesn't expect anything in return .
14) What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
- how would i know , i'm not psychic :D
15) The most important thing in your life.
- people .
16) Who do you hope to always be there for you?
- those that i love and trust .
17) Do you find life meaningless?
- depends which aspect .
18) Who do you love the most?
- myself . plus my family , gans and friends(:
19) Do you believe that there's 'True Love'?
- nope , so someone out there make me believe in this skeptic phrase .
20) What's your greatest wish?
- for all my other wishes to come true :D
21) What will you change if you can turn back time?
- nothing , i will do the same things again . it's just parts and parcel of life .
i'll take off question 7 and replace with "Who will you choose between your ex boyfriend & your current boyfriend?"
the eight people below, please don't reject and don't break the rules. thanks :D
kailin , kelvin , hazel , lyn , xinyuan , lauren , kengyee ands sky(:
boy , i love you . 4:07 PM
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today 7 plus in the morning jiu go out lers . cause tu-pid jeffron ands junhao ask me go 240 there slack . they buy dunhill`frost for me to smoke , cause the last time i was complaining so long never smoke dunhill lers . so smoke smoke abit only 7 sticks jiu stop liaos . so fucked up lors , jeffron was like pulling my extension til one drop out . thens he keep saying sorry , even knee down luhhs . so funny . okay lahs , i forgive you(: eleven like that they pei me go bt timah for my dental appointment . change color liaos then i tired want go home . suppose to meet korkor and marmyy ders , but they 2 pigg . call them then they never pick up . jeffron and junhao stay at bt timah ands go play pool , didn't felt like playing pool so i went home . at home play audi then wanted to pass recruitment test but dianna called made me miss out one perfect , already manage to get the x1 combo needed (i had x5 combo :DD ) ands the 350 k score (which i had 500 k plus ) yeahs . the first time flunk cause of dianna . bleahs . kup her liaos then second time , miss 2 fm and 1 cfm cause of korkor cause he kept calling me to know how come my house . fuck lors . haish .
in the end around 4 went out of house meet korkor . we went fajar , which got fined $50 each . no want to elaborate . slack withs him and marmyy til 7 plus then joveis come meet me to slack awhile then he go . marmyy ands kor pei me walk home then they don't know do what lahs . i reach home at 8.30 . diaos , breach probation again . ohwells . whatever .
si audi . no mood play today liaos . night peopleeeeee .
boy , i love you . 1:41 AM
Wednesday, June 4, 2008'♥
tired tired tired tired. today so funnnn lors :D
also tiring hahas. today early morning wake up got panda eyes ): cause last night talk on phone withs ahkai and korkor until this morning 5 o`clock lors. 10 o`clock i wake ups, then prepare to go for dental appointment. after that when go out of house at the bus stop mummy call me ands told me that my appointment is tomorrow == stupids me, never realise it. thank god mummy call ands tell me, if not i gong daidai go there for nothing. so in the end jitao go gan`marmyy theres. stupid korkor hahas, make me addicted to this hunting game. so fun(: after that around 1 plus korkor leave house to meet xiao`sisi and her meimei to go swimming. i lazy go swim so i pangseh kor, sorrys oh. after that me, ahkai and marmyy go bugis meet jiajia`mama ands this cheena`bitch. fcuk her lors, marmyy and mama want watch horror withs me ders lehs. but because that bitch don't want watch, then we cannot pangseh her in the end never watch. chou cheebyeeeeee. damn dulan withs her. then what, keep getting hungry. so fat already still eat. sians lors. around 4 like that we go paya lebar city plaza there. sing karaoke :DDDD
korkor came ands meet us with xiao`sisi and the meimei. then me and korkor keep playing arcade like sotsot. then all the coupon we won we exchange for one pig handphone holder and lollipop. after that when i makan that time, korkor and sisi go play agains. then korkor exchange for me lollipop xDDDD cause cause the first time we won that time only enough to exchange for 1 lollipop after we exchange for the pig, which we gave to kai since she like it =\\ then this time he go play again and exchange for me 1 lollipop also. lalalalas.
after that we go play pool. korkor win one round i also win one. so draw(: then after that we go sing. cheebye kia lors that cheena`bitch. she sing very unpleasant. U-N-P-L-E-A-S-A-N-T. then sing until i got migrain luhhs ): then after that me and ahkai want sing Can't fight the moonlight and I lay my love on you. cause i still having cough then abit no voice sing whats, so i sing softer abit then she kpkb go tell mama and marmyy that i might as well don't sing. thens marmyy told us. i buitahan, jitao stare at her and say very loud, "please lahs, don't know who sing like kill chicken like that. still bui ba go sing. skin so thick. at least i know my voice not very nice now, so i sing softer mahs. knn. " then i get more and more buisong cause she diao me. so i say, "cheebye, buisong arhs. come lahs. i scared you arhs. knn, only know how to say behind people." she diamdiam bo wei gong. humji fcuker ):
after that ahkai go at 7.30 like thats. then me and kor turn to sing duet. we sang "liang shan bo and zhu ying tai" (: lala, this time i sing LOUDLOUD okays. and i think should be not bad bahs ? =x hehs. then i need rush off, cause i was super late. my probation is at 8 and at that time i'm still at paya lebar. i at east but my house at west luhhs. sians. so i took cab go daddy the house then makan withs daddy abit then after that he send me. then i just reach home at 9. funfun. i upload pictures next time about today ders. sians, forget take pictures when at the ktv lounge =\\ haish. if not can take down my first time go ktv withs twinnie lors ):
boy , i love you . 9:26 PM
Tuesday, June 3, 2008'♥
today finally better lers (: fever subsided lers. hahas thens today also go see my supervision officer. stupid lors. my ah-mummy go tell the officer i got go out and everything. somemore still paotoh the officer i got smoke. sians lor. but in the end the officer only say this time neverminds say cause is her fault that 2 weeks she cannot meet me then cause me to not able to go out. so just give me warning :D and the smoking thing say she can understand so give me one more chance. yeahs. but so fucking stupid thing is, i MUST switch off my phone by eleven, and my laptop too. like wth!? oh wells. but at least my curfew is at 8(: wanted 8 or 9. then mummy reallys give me 8. enough lers bahs. utmost go out earlier lors. at least won't late for home and breech my probation.
after that i go jurong meet ahben, judith, felix, xiaozu, nuo`bi, jacquely, estie and chin`xiang. but when i reach jec only got ahben there nors. the others so slow. hahas. then ahben treat me eat waffles first oh. so niceeeeeeee :D after about 20 minutes which seems like forever, xiaozu`daddy and felix`boyboy come. they sms me to go mrt control station meet them oh, siao sehs. from the mrt station i walk to the kopitiam to meet ahben then now ask me walk back to mrt station. bleahhs. in the end i tell them come themselves. then xiaozu`daddy finally gave in and sms me, "haix okok, hu ask u is my baobeii nu-er XP." wakakakas, too bad oh daddy :D not long then the others come lers. then we all go walkwalk then nuo`bi sweetheart buy me new concealer. hehs. yayes, thankyou sweetheart. she say is a welcome back present(: then so tu-pid lors estie, chin`xiang and judith. they go take the winter clothings at some budget shops along the way and started wearing them. and chin`xiang looked the most idiotic cause he actually wore the coat inside out. andandand he got rashes after that xDD so funny. around 3 plus we took train to bt gombak, then we walk to xiaoguilin. so many memories there. got with samuel, kenneth and han. also got with my FMks and with xiaozu`daddy they alls nors.
when reach lers, jacquely`bigbird go home and bring down for us martel, vodka and ethirty-three. ahben help me mix vodka and martel together. wahseh, damn strong siahs. then we go take ice from gan`crocodile ders shop. croco`mama not at shop today cause she sick ): so sad. so long never see her lers. so croco must help at shop, cannot come pei us. so we pei him awhile at the shop. hahas, so funny lors. one bangala come wanted to buy toilet`paper. then nuo`bi and xiaozu`daddy so bad, tell the bangala "eheheh? i thought ah-neh is use banana leaf one. when upgrade liaos arhs?" what the fuck lors! hahas. so stupid xDD then we take hoonki from croco shop. shiok siahs the iRap. didn't know croco`mama got order iRap lehs. yayes. free hoonki for me lors. others all must pay xDD thankyous croco, so nice to me :DDD after that we go take the bomb-thingy and throw on walls. also got eat lots of lollipops today. lalalas. ohoh, i got go daddy house awhile to borrow his slipper cause i cut my leg then cannot where my pumps. sians. and i wore it back home, forgot to return daddy. hahas. but xiaozu`daddy say neverminds give me. but i feel bad lors, the slipper is new ders lehs. he haven't wear before =x
today fun siahs. i want go out withs you all againnnnnnnnnnnnn :D
like so long never see you all and talk liaos, then last night estie and nuo`bi saw me online then they add me into the bigbig convo with everyone inside. then they ask me go out today. hahas. yupyups, promised ahben wills go out withs him ders. and of course the others gans. i thought ahben last time like abit don't like me ders lors, today superb nice to me lehs. somemore ask me be his gan`laopo. then i ask hims, i thought you don't like me ders. he say where got.
ahben: uhhhh, vi arhs. ermmm, can... erm.. be my gan`laopo or nots?
me: eeyers, i thought you don't like me.
ahben: where got.
me: got! last time you always show me black face lors *sulks*
ahben: no lah, cause last time don't know you well mahs so like black black face lors.
me: oh. so means you know me very well now lahs! bhb xD
ahben: yalors, i thick skin mahs *smile ;advertising for darlie*
me: lols anything.
felix: oi. she my gan`girlgirl leh. never ask me for permission can be her gan`laogong or not. *step fierce*
ahben: mai kpkb lahs. xiaodidi, wait long long.
felix: haish, who ask me only 14. *sulks*
hahas, ahben was like damn funny can. you will never guess that he already 19 lehs. he look like only 14 or 15. somemore shortshort ders. but taller than me nahs =x then everytime he want buy hoonki from 7-eleven must bring NRIC if not the cashier won't believe he 19 already, legal age to buy. hahas so funny xD felix also only step sad ders. after awhile he come chasing after me to play water bomb withs him lahs.
lovelovelove today :D
lynnnnn ; hellos babe :DD you take care too, meet up soon :DDDD
ahkai ; hahas yeah! lot oneeeeeeee trip never plan properly. so last minute lors. tomorrow, want?
boy , i love you . 8:29 PM
Monday, June 2, 2008'♥
Seedlings turn overnight to sunflowers ; Blossoming even as we gaze .
so pekcek luhhs , today like no mood again lors . play audi until so lousy . keep losing battle party but in the end recoup back come dens after one round of union bp .still lose 4k plus . hurhur . so pekcek luhhs . i so want go aljunied today ders lors . wanted to meet dianna and korkor ders siahs . but then daddy say today he cannotttttttt . haishhhhhhhhhhh , so pekcekkkkk . i do things now like all out of order one . play also cannot play audi properly . only get so little score . sians . wait until fever subside first bahs . now still 37.5 . sians nahs . i miss my baby ;she inside hostel now siahs . must wait 4 months thens cans meet you . haish . don't worry kays , dianna and i wills wait for you come meet us . remember our plan for oversea trip together okays :DDD
pekcek luhhs . cannot post properly .
nights .
ahkai`boyy -hahas cause i pro mahs . i sick still run here and there ders (: sorry hors , i never notice the sms when you sms me okays D: duibuqi . hahas , yahs i felt old xDD
dino -whatever luhhhhhhhhhhhs .
boy , i love you . 1:12 AM
Sunday, June 1, 2008'♥
You're every breath that I take ;You're every step I make
today so rubbish sehs . wake ups , then after that papa come pick me up go bugis meet jeanette and qinen`bebe . around one plus junhao, jeffron and meisi come meet us also . hahas ! junhao cut his hair , so funny siahs . butbut still nice luhs . just that your tail look damn weird cause cause the highlight is so weird luhs ! anyways bought 2 new shirts, new foundation ands perfume :D lalalalas . my wallet got hole lers lahs . everything cost over $ 200 ): die lers lahs . i no need shop for very long lers lors, i pok-gai liaos . at 4 like that daddy come pick me up . cause the others going clubbing but i cannot go lors . then they keep asking me go luhs . stupid ! except junhao keep asking them not to ask me go cause he no want me breech probation . then they also say yahors so in the end they go without me D:
somemore see doctor today, cheebye luhs . i got so many medicine . for fever, for inflammation, for cough, for running nose, antibiotics and 3 more i cannot remember lers . sians . i think i can don't makan liaos, just eat medicine full can liaos .
and i think i posted the previous due to some retarded emotion break down . i felt olddddddd and full of experience at that time :DDDD but i'm neither old nor full of experience now that i've embraced myself again :D i'm not moody lers :D
:) -ohh , thank yous(: but you are ..?
yenhuaaaaa -hahas, okay luhhs. i really promise you next time i see you i get you sweets :D okays ?
ahkai`boyy -lols you blur bodoh! it's okay, i just felt old when i posted that post =x hahas, i've seen my doctor today, have you ? (okayyyy , that sounded like some kinda commercial speech xDD )
korkor -hahas okayyyyyy lahs ! you very
dino -
boy , i love you . 5:41 PM
