Sunday, May 18, 2008'♥
                               我爱 hims .
reallys miss hims alot nows . but me ands hims sure cannot ders . i give up . yups . GIVE UP . don't blame me , cause yous were the one that was the hongster while i was inside . ands nows i'm out , yous give alot of rubbish to me also . confuse yous know . she keep helping yous , tell me yous reallys cared for me while i was inside , i very happy that yous tried . but this also makes it harder for me to give yous up . i will try my best to forget yous . since it's so difficult for us to be together . all those reasons . maybe it's just me , but i willing to be the one to give up first . i'm still healing from this one , it's going to be hard cause i still love yous loads . boy , i miss yous . i reallys do .
in 12 hours ands 10 minutes i get to see my baby`boy kailin . hahas . i miss yous man girl . i know i have said that alot of times but hahas . cause i reallys miss yous . i miss veron too . girl last long long with nelson kays . yous know i'm here too . kengyee yous too , honeyy don't sad lers . i knows is that bastard's fault . i also angrys with hims , that's why wants give up lers . but yous don't do silly things okays . i want to go back school . but wills lowlow give me one more chance or nots . humph . sians nahs . todays i try to smoke again also . wahs , sibei seh lors my first stick . oh-my-geez , i like don't like the taste lahs . machiam want to puke . but second ands third sticks better lers . but still abit cannot take it . somemore is only SINGAPORE the marlboro menthol . haish . singapore ders , not chiong ders lehs . eeyers . how i face others lors . AND I'M GOING TO LOSE WEIGHT . to go back to my 41kg . VIOLET JIAYOUS :D
                                 boy , i love you .   11:08 PM