My prince under disguise, how you fooled me with those eyes.
I'm thinking if this is right. Maybe when we first started out it's was already wrong. We should have stayed the same, maybe it would have been better. At least then, you understood me and I understood you too. Thanks Jeffron for controlling me. I won't breech my probation, I don't want to step back into Girls`home again. It's a hell place, really scary. But thanks to my lovely gans. You guys made my life pretty in there. All the time in there seems to be really slow, and all differences mattered. Comparative, time flies while others are out here. Did they really missed me while i'm in there? Did they bother to contact me at all? Did they... All those thoughts are still bothering me. I'm so sick of life, so sick...

39.4 degree celcius .
yayes , i'm going to dieeeeee :D
i'm running a damn high fever , and an unbearable cough plus flu .
last night damn fcuker luhhs . that pubor keep calling me . irritating cans , i need to sleep one lehs . stop fucking call me luhhs . it's downright irritating . so what I scold you vulgarities ? you may be my elder but you deserve it . stop being so childish can . yeahs , you very "teng" me . so ? you keep calling can get on my nerve also okays . and please me and your son is IMPOSSIBLE . so stop trying to matchmake us . gahs .

anyways , just now play audi . cheebye lors , i body pain and mind slow until only get 254k for 150 bpm song . rahhhhs , no mood play audition lers . very gan kk-or . don't know how spell uh .

ahkai`boyy ; hahas . neverminds nahs . but i'm not getting any better , diaos .
dianna ; ohs kkays . you too .

This is so official, listen properly people. I cannot go out at all cause i'm running a 38.7 degree celsius fever. The fever is still oh-kay, the cough is the thing that's killing me. Cough cough cough the whole day I cannot sleep at all luhhs. Whole body sibei pain, machiam like going die. Gah. I want to go out with DIANNA, LAYSIEW, ANDRIANA and DIYANA. Actually we planned an outing tomorrow ders lors. But LaySiew`baby is in hostel ): Diyana`muffin also. Sians. Then today is my Andriana`cookie and Fidah`nu-er ders court date. Hope both can get probation. Then that TU-PID Dianna don't know MIA to where also. Yesterday her mother call me and tell me she missing I chuatio cans, cause I was sleeping before that =x Then at night Karen called me to tell me what happened, butbut now the thing is we all don't know where Dianna is =\\ Is she at home or whats. Stupid qqirl lahs you. Faster contact me okays :D

Going to train my NOOB account already (:
Buhbyeeeeee.

ahkai`boyy ;it's okay qqirl (: you get well soon too okays? loveloveY
dino ; huhhs ?

I'M RUNNING A FEVER ):
stupidddddd, is it from the hospital visit or the rain or is it from ahkai ?
sians. today keep on sleeping. funny thing is i can play audition until i sleep on the table siahs. until melvin wake me up. melvin damn cute, he hold the sweet come give me lors. hahas, he everytime see me thens call me violet`jiejie. hahas, his meimei also verys cute. listen to the audition song then she dance dance. hahas.

aiyahhhhhhhhhhs. i keep sniffing nows. lazy post lers. HA-CHOOOOOO :D
hahas, joke from girls`home. girls`home babbiies, remember mahs ? xDD

So fun yesterday :D
Yesterday morning mummy ands me go to Bradell again to see my officer. Cheebye, the stupid officer today go for course not in. Nabei luhhs, yous think I your who. Everytime go down then yous not there. First time yous sick, I can understand. But both times yous don't know how to phone me to inform me you cannot make it is it. Knn. Make me waste money take cab down, somemore after that I still cannot go out. Humphs. But when I over there I saw SuMin`marmyy ^^ Wahs, so chio lehs. Never wear specs ders marmyy so chio ohs. Hahas. She lucky lors, even before she get her curfew time her mother already let her go out lahs. Then after that I dulan, I quarrel withs mummy ask her let me go out. Then she say cannot and keep scolding me nors. Fuck lors. Damn dulan, I jitao go take train to aljunied ands go kelvin`korkor ders house. Then I call mummy on train say I wills reach home by 3.30. At kor ders house the dog, last time I not scared ders lors. Now I verys scared of thems, even CoCo lehs. Sorrys CoCo, don't dare hug yous lers. Over there I play audi withs kor for awhile to wait for Kailin come down meet us. After that around 12.30 evon`marmyy, elieen`jiejie, kelvin`korkor, ahkai`twinnie and me go take cab to tantockseng hospital to see ahxiong. He go motobike accident cause 5 ribcage bone to crack need operation. So scarys siahs. On the cab ahkai lie on my shoulder cause she sick D: Sorrys, yous sick I still ask yous out =!

After we visit ahxiong at the ICU we go take cab to Bugis. Wahs so shiok, got new wallet. Lalalalas. Somemore after that we sit at our usual hang out place over there blast song, sio hoonki and camwhore. Hahas, got some picture I take with kor and marmyy ders marmyy look so fierce luhhs. Like want kill me like that lors. Hahas. Ohoh, then we went to take neoprint at around 4 plus plus. Yeahs, I know i'm suppose to reach home at 3.30 but ohwells. Marmyy keep saying what she angry cause I always look best in the neoprint that we take together. I miss the neos that I took with them before I went in girls home cause that's my last picture that I took with my long hair =x

After that we send jiejie to Redhill to settle her daiji. Sians. After that marmyy and korkor send me home :D And the stupid taxi driver wanted to kao me. Eeyers! So gross cans, he so old alreadys still want to hong me. Hahas. So stupid.

I am stress.
Yes, I am stress.
And I am going to crumple under all this stress.
Seriously, one week out here. Still not use to the life here at all. Time passed really fast this one week. But if it was inside there, that horrible hideous place, time would be like "tick-tock-tick-tick-tick". The clock like kena stuck, so slowwwwww. Went to bedok on saturday to pick Kailin up. Went up to Nelson's house there, but I didn't step in despite the please and what-so-ever threatening from DaCheeHo`kor, Jianwei, Kailin`twinnie and nice nice Baolian [:

Saw Joyce, she's pretty :D
Yeahs, really. No hard-feelings. Stayed around for 20 minutes? Then after that we went to pick Veron`boyfriend up. Yeahs. After that daddy drove us to the showflat of the flat that he just bought which cost 600k. Like oh-MM-geez . The house was like... One word, stunning. It's like damn spacious and damn pretty and all. Hahas, funniest thing was forgot Kailin or Veron say what next time come my house ton. Cause daddy gonna save a room for me, and buy me a new laptop to put it in my room at his house. So when I sleepover at his place, I don't have to lug my laptop from mummy's place to his. Yeahs.

Blahblahh, met up with Dianna :D Chicken McNugget. When meeting her that time, some bapok was like saying I staring at them. I just rolled my eyes and ignore. Then one of them suddenly ask me, "You did your extensions at city plaza is it?" I was like..

BP: You did your extensions at city plaza is it?
Me: Err no, around bukit panjang.
BP: Ohhhh. How much arhs?
Me: One extension $7.
BP: Aiyohs so expensive! *flinks hand* At city plaza only fifty cents, $1 or even $2 for the really thick ones. How much you do all together?
Me: $98, fourteen extensions.
BP: *laughs* next time go city plaza okays. cheaper. *smiles sweetly*
Me: Oh, thank yous. *return the smile*

At first we were like enemies, then in the end like friends. Damn fcuked lors. After that met korkor, marmyy and jiejie. Damn pekcek with marmyy and jiejie. I don't wants talk to thems lers. After that slack around, bought 2 packet chiong ders. After that met up with Dianna, Sihui and Kimberlyn ( ?) . Yeahs. Around 7.30 like that I say I want go liaos, then korkor and I left the other 3 at the staircase. Around 7.45 daddy come fetch me. Stupid siahs, Dianna call me around 8, she told me like right after my korkor and I left, 2 police came and screen thems. Wahs, I damn lucky. I got 2 packet chiong with me lors. Luckylucky lors.

Lazy post.
ILOVEHIM.

WELCOME BACK DIANNA` 爱爱 !
yayes ! congrats qqirl , managed to get probation . hahas . but yous so SWAY , get 2 years . hahas , i only 1 year . lalalalas . yous and sihui must last long long long okays ! i wills help yous 2 meet ders . but at where ? aljunied ? like that i get to see my korkor also :D kor , if i got go aljunied , yous must come find me slack okays ! just nows got shock whens mummy suddenly come in tell me a person call dianna call me . thens i superb happy siahs . cause she got probation . thens she tell me what happened in girls`home after i left . hahas . still remembered when diyana angeline and i left , saw kuan Q cried . so did dianna ( abit ;hahas loser ! ) , valerina and andriana . after i hugged andriana i cried lors . i never thought i wills actually cry when i leave there , but in the end i cried . i miss them alot . spent 5 weeks with angeline . and at least 3-4 weeks with dianna . and the others might be shorter but still . i miss you guys loads .

sians . just nows go out meet jeffron and ahbing . hahas , thank ahbing ! for buying me next chill . yayes . now i got hoonki dong for next few days . ands , i'm going to go smokeeee nows :D

seriously , this is SO totally ruins my day . wanted to post about my HAPPY day out with hazel , kailin and others . but then now must help kailin settle that pubor's thing . sians . okays , so here goes ...

Miss Shuen , seriously . Think twice before you say something , please . Do you know that you can be sued for slandering ? If Kailin is determined to charge you legally , you can be convicted by the law . All she have to say is that you have screwed her reputation and cause her to be in a state of temporary depression ? And the question is , why do you claim that she's a bitch ? And also , a fucked up one ? I'm defending her because she is my friend . She deserves a good explanation for what you are trying to address her . I doubt Shuen is your real name . Would you kindly not be a coward and just indicate your real name . Also , include your school and whatever necessary details ? Seriously , don't try to mess around with us . You rather you tell us yourself and we settle this thing nicely , or do you want it to end in tragedy ? The first option is much better , don't you think so . So yeahs . Truce . In case you don't know what that means , it meant peace . So , play nice . Or else , we will repay nasty with its' own colours . One more thing , check the dictionary would you ? You have serious spelling error here . It's U-G-L-Y not U-L-G-Y . Even a primary one student can identify that . Probably a kindergarten kid is able too .

too much nice talking . damn myself . why so guaiikia nows . cheebye lahs . knn , who is that puacheebye that's talking about kailin . i'm really damn pissed off . but i really want to settle it nicely . i wouldn't want to end myself up in such a sorry state , again . once is enough . once bitten , twice shy . yeahs .

haish , lazy post about today things ready .

nows i withs qinen`bebe , jeanette ands junhao at jeffron's house . hahas , just nows morning i go withs qinen`bebe , junhao , jeffron`boyfriend ands my mummy to braddell to see my officer . but so stupid cans , she on MC . puacheebye , never call me =\\ make me go down for nothing . humph . then after that mummy go market thens we 4 go marsiling meet jeanette . thens they bring me go eat 猪什汤 at the kopitiam . the 猪什汤 soso lahs , but the chilli not hot at alls lors . ands thens nows they make me addicted to 猪什汤 , hahas . so i shall be on the hunt for the nicest 猪什汤 in singapore XD after we makans , we go block 217 slack awhiles thens we come jeffron's house lers . nows jeffrons`boyfriend sleeping like pig , junhao also . only qinen`bebe ands jeanette awake . stupid nors , i onlys sleep 2 hours ands they all sleep more than 1o yet i not sleepy but jeffron ands junhao sleeping . reallys is PIG , 猪 ! wahahahas [x

so sians , ohyahs . just nows whens just reach jeffron's house that time , his ahma thought i reallys his gf cause jeffron called me, "baobeii" . hahas . so stupid . so malu cans . thens i make jeffron explain i not his gf , thens he ahma say no need paiseh one . LOLS . sibei cute lors his ahma . hahas . but mummy onlys let me come here until 2.30 ): need to go soon . ands those 2 pigs still no want to wake ups . sians . have to walk home . lucky he stay 207 not 600 + , if not i have to walk verys far .

last night i smoke alot sehs . at first i left 2 sticks onlys . thens because something happen thens make me very angrys and depress luhs . so i call jeffron help me buy one packet . i smoke until left 4 sticks onlys nors last night . sians . but nows nots at home , i cannots smoke (left hoonki at home) . rahhhhs . bui tahan . still very angrys , humphs . thens junhao no let me smoke . haish . don't control me luhs . he hide all the hoonki nors .

okays nahs . i don't want post lers . sibei dulan nows . humphs .

i'm like a stranger now, to every single thing. to the people i loved (still lovin'), my friends, the gadgets around and so other things. so much have changed while i was away in GH. especially those i love and friends lahs. is like all their relationship all came to an end. gosh, so retard nors. quotes' from jeffron, "why you not around everything become fucked up?" hahas, cause i'm the best yo ;D lalalalalas. but whatever. not like that something to be happy. but one thing never change, my love for kailin and her love for me ♥ thanks qqirl for the things you have done. hahas that idea of blogging for me was so sweet lahs, but sadly i came out too early then you cannot carry out that plan. credits lyn and hazel too for wanting to do it too. maybe i should have come out later, like request for extension of remand or something *smirks* shall dedicate this post to some people (:


ahkai ♥ . thanks for all you have done for me, especially that cute idea of blogging. you are still my one and only bbaby`boy(: saranghaeyo!
lyn ♥ . my cheena prostitute and wifey arhs. aiyohs, so long never see you lers. i know you miss me, cause you message me that okays. hahas. thankyous! and i AM seeing you this thursday. aren't you happy? and we can feast on sushi together XD and thanks for the blog idea too, yeahs ? i love you!
hazel ♥ . aww man(: thanks for missing me my fellow pandion XD and that stupid comment from you. aww. i miss those times too. must crap on phone some day again okays! 我爱 black dog!
bryan ♥ . thanks dude for caring for me yeah. erms you will always be my zhuzhuu. yeah.
yenhua ♥ . i will bring you your sweets okays (: that's a promise. i love my funky spastic buddy!
weicai`kor ♥ . i know you miss me although i always fake say you never. sorry okays. but you know i miss you too.
chloe ♥ . that was damn cute of you to actually phone up GH to ask if you can visit me. gosh, i can't love you more girl for what you have done for me. thankyous. i promise to atten ROD this thursday. iloveSPASTICchloe too!
platoonmates ♥ . goodluck for ROD. i'm sorry for not being able to get promoted with you guys, but you know i will always be there for you guys(: seventeen fever forever :D
3grace ♥ . thanks everyone, especially qingyi. you even bothered to phone me up to ask how i was. thankyou guys. if i can go back to school, i'm sure there's room for improvement for my attitude towards you guys. i'm sorry that i was mean to you guys when you guys were super friendly and nice to me. thanks yups.
jiahao ♥ . yalahs, i will be guaii from now on. thanks for all the reminders yups. remember your promise okays! if i go to school one whole month must treat me movies hors XD

there's many many more .. but lazy type. hehs.

我爱 hims .
reallys miss hims alot nows . but me ands hims sure cannot ders . i give up . yups . GIVE UP . don't blame me , cause yous were the one that was the hongster while i was inside . ands nows i'm out , yous give alot of rubbish to me also . confuse yous know . she keep helping yous , tell me yous reallys cared for me while i was inside , i very happy that yous tried . but this also makes it harder for me to give yous up . i will try my best to forget yous . since it's so difficult for us to be together . all those reasons . maybe it's just me , but i willing to be the one to give up first . i'm still healing from this one , it's going to be hard cause i still love yous loads . boy , i miss yous . i reallys do .

in 12 hours ands 10 minutes i get to see my baby`boy kailin . hahas . i miss yous man girl . i know i have said that alot of times but hahas . cause i reallys miss yous . i miss veron too . girl last long long with nelson kays . yous know i'm here too . kengyee yous too , honeyy don't sad lers . i knows is that bastard's fault . i also angrys with hims , that's why wants give up lers . but yous don't do silly things okays . i want to go back school . but wills lowlow give me one more chance or nots . humph . sians nahs . todays i try to smoke again also . wahs , sibei seh lors my first stick . oh-my-geez , i like don't like the taste lahs . machiam want to puke . but second ands third sticks better lers . but still abit cannot take it . somemore is only SINGAPORE the marlboro menthol . haish . singapore ders , not chiong ders lehs . eeyers . how i face others lors . AND I'M GOING TO LOSE WEIGHT . to go back to my 41kg . VIOLET JIAYOUS :D

i reallys miss yous guys . 5 weeks away, everythings is different . almost everythings have changed . but i so do miss yous people . especially KHOOKAILIN and HIM . but i'm damn disappointed with him nors . heard stories about what he had done . was it just tales that yous told me? it's getting hard for me to hang on . forget about those . i will remember those times in girls home with my fellow gans too . yous guys accompany and stick with through those tough times . i love yous all .

talking on phone with my bbaby`boy kai nows . like we got endless things to say . gosh, yous don't knows how much i miss yous mans . don't cry, cause yous know yous got me by your side now (: we are going to be how we used to be . i know we will . it's a promise boyy . i so cannot wait for mondayy . going to monday, going to meet bbaby`boy . can see her again . then on thursday i wills try go back school for visit . then holidays planning to meet up with my kengyee`honeyy also . wahs, so miss yous guys loads . but when cans see him ... i like want see hims but also don't wants . cause very confuse lahs . humph . nows i go pei my bbaby`boy lers . thens laters sneak downstairs buy hoonki (:

lalalalas . new blog cause want start afresh .

12-04-08 to 16-05-08 . I'll never forget those times .

It doesnt matter what you say or do ;
Because I love you
(And I know you love me too)
Love me , kiss me ;
and hold me in your arms .
Let me know you're crazy over me ,
And I'm Crazy over you ;
Cause you are the only one ,
To make my life complete .

http://xforeve-r.blogspot.com

♥♥♥

TH LADY ♥

violet :D
Nickname'd : 小兔 .
Happy-go-lucky 15 .
Runaway Delinquent .
Attached ;

MSN: Click Here
Friendster: Click Here

TH LOVED-D ♥

RUNAWAY SUCCESSFULLY TILL 21 YEARS OLD .
Little Miss Bossy Tee .
Lip/Tongue/Belly Piercing .
Finish Probation .
Couple`Rings With AhKai`Boyy .
Rings With AhVin`Kor .
Shades .
1st 2nd Month With Ryan`di .
6th 7th Month With AhVin`Kor .
12th 13th Month With AhKai`Boy .

SCREAM;TALK ♥

Tags are replied in post .

SWEET ESCAPE ♥

AhBen`Laogong.
Andriana`cookie.
Angel @ thylady-angel.bs
Angeline`babyangel.
Alex`daddy.
Bryan`zhuzhuu.
Cassandra`deardear.
Chandel @ passionperceptions.bs
CheeHo`kkor @ yellow-ing.bs
Cheryl`nuer @ yuan-x3.bs ♥
Christina`meii.
Cindy`jjie.
Crystal`laopo @ baobehs--x.bs ♥
Crystal`precious.
Dianna`爱爱.
Diyana`muffin.
Elieen`jjie.
Evon`marmiie.
FahDianna`stitch.
Gary`daddy.
Hazel`pandion. @ r_unawaylove ♥
Jarrell`baby.
Jeffron`boyfriend.
Jodie`sweetheart.
Joe`superman.
Joel`kkor.
Joey @ my-lastromance.bs
Joveis @ inverted-dreams.bs
Jovi`meii @ uoyevo-lix3.bs
JunHao`boyboy.
JunKai`stead. @ 4everjoyfulboi.bs
Kailin`twinnie. @ xiiaoqirl-x.bs ♥
Kelvin`siaodakor @ xiaovinboi-28 ♥
Kengyee`honeyy. @ th-complicatedloves.bs
Kerry`didi.
Kevin`didi.
Letian`daddy.
Lyn`wifey @ x-eniqma.bs ♥
MinKai`boyf.
Nadia`bestie.
Platoon Blog @ seventeenfever-.bs
Priscilia`心肝.
Rachelle`valentine @ x-oxorachelle.bs
Ryan`didi. x-bsforeva.bs ♥
Ryan`kkor [AD].
RyanRyan`kkor [FS].
Sabariah`kaka.
Sahkira`sugar.
Sarina @ iim-sarina.bs
Sherilyn`junior @ vindictive-x3.bs
SiSi`baobeii.
Sky @ supermannnnn.bs
SuMin`marmyy.
UNO`guild @ unox3.bs ♥
Valentina. @ TINAVALEN
Valerie`meimei.
Valerina`smoothie.
Veron`boyf.
Vivian`honeyy.
Weii`didi.
XiaoZu`daddy.
Yenhua @ missyenhua
Yongye`didi.
Yuelong`baby @ xiaolong-waitingf0ryou.bs
Zhanrong`buddy @ pootatoes.bs

LOOKING BACK ♥

May 2008

June 2008

July 2008

August 2008

click the links to read the past(: